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Ekin Fil – Sleepwalkers

Posted: 7 July 2024 in Albums, Reviews
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The Helen Scarsdale Agency – 14th June 2024

Christopher Nosnibor

For some time now, The Helen Scarsdale Agency has homed some quite challenging experimental noise and industrial-orientated releases. It seems somewhat incongruous, the name suggesting they’re a stuffy literary agency or something.

The notes which accompany this latest offering from Ekin Fil are instructive and informative, in terms of expectation and context, and as such, worth reproducing here:

‘The drone-pop consternations of Ekin Fil emerge through vaporous tone and forlorn, distant song, as if plucked from a dream. These exist on their own accord, moving with their own internal logic of an emotion heaviness that belies any the passing observation of this as mere shoegazing ambience. Her songs, her compositions find themselves adjacent the fragmented etherealization of Elisabeth Fraser’s voice from a forgotten scene of a particular David Lynch film, as a ASMR trigger for Proustian recollection. Something profound. Something hidden. Something desolately sad.’

Do I want to feel something sad? This is a question I asked myself in all seriousness. Everyone has felt deep, desolate, profound sadness at some point, to varying depths and degrees, and while wading through the mires of a recent bereavement I find I can be set off easily and unexpectedly. But sadness is necessary, and is sometimes something to be embraced. To embrace sadness is not the same as to wallow, and to face sadness squarely is to accept its presence, and perhaps begin to make peace with it. And only in making peace with it is it possible to begin to move on.

The album’s first piece, ‘Sonuna Kadar’ is a billowing cloud of thick ambience, suffocating, disorientating. Occasional chimes do little to light the way, and the vocals drift, lost, lonely through this tentative space. Things grow darker still with ‘Stone Cold’: long noes echo out like sirens, and soft, fizzy-edged notes ripple before being absorbed by cruising waves of thick, heavy sound. The organ is almost without question the heaviest of sounds, a droning, wheezing sound that has the capacity to be uplifting, but, more often than not, is slow a d mouthful. It’s a synthesized organ drone with slowly throbs away on ‘Reflection’, too lugubrious, soporific effect.

Vocals echo as if reverberating in caverns, cathedrals, while the instrumentation is abstract, its direction unfathomable. ‘Sleepwalkers (Version 2)’ is heavy with atmosphere, and the experience is haunting.

The absence of percussion or structure renders these pieces formless, rootless, shapeless, and consequently they hang like heavy cloaks which drag the head down to the ground, and, staring at your feet you contemplate the weight of the world.

Sleepwalkers is one of those albums which seems to build in effect cumulatively over its duration, and wile it’s not overtly heavy with, say, distortion or volume, it brings a weight that drags you down, and the final composition, the ten-minute ‘Gone Gone’ pulls the shoulders down.

Listening to Sleepwalkers doesn’t fill me with sadness, as much as a sense of unease. It does unquestionably bring a sense of weight, but on listening I feel a sense of uneasiness and uncertainty more than anything. But music presents much of what you pitch in and bring to it. With Sleepwalkers, Ekin Fill presents music with open doors. What will you bring?

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Ekin Fil – Dora Agora

Posted: 9 October 2022 in Albums
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The Helen Scarsdale Agency – 7th October 2022

Christopher Nosnibor

Having effectively rediscovered her appreciation for the guitar during the pandemic, Ekin Fil returns to her musical roots on Dora Agora, although it doesn’t sound like a ‘guitar’ album in any obvious or conventional sense. The guitar is acoustic, and the compositions are – at least in structural terms – limited to a couple of chords, played in a scratchy strum back and forth, providing more rhythm than melody. There’s so little to take a firm grasp of here, and not only structurally. How to appraise something that touches to lightly, offers so little that’s tangible, and yet has such an effect on a deeper, essentially subliminal level?

Subliminal is indeed the word, a word I spent several hours scratching around for as the most appropriate adjective for this most affecting of works. It touches you, and reaches deep, but you simply have no idea why. After all, there isn’t much to it, at least superficially. There’s no real dynamic, there are no hooks or choruses to speak of, and it’s more a listening experience defined by what isn’t rather than what is. But what it is, is utterly compelling.

I often try to consider just how listening to an album makes me feel over what it necessarily does, but on listening to Dora Agora I can honestly say I’m not sure, and can’t be certain if I will ever know.

Across the ten compositions, the majority of which are comparatively brief, with the longest being just over four and a half minutes, and the majority being closer to three, Ekin conjures waves of wispy atmosphere, and the songs flow through your system and psyche without a trace, existing as nothing but vapour which evaporates instantaneously.

The first couple of pieces are instrumental, and on the subsequent songs featuring vocals, as on ‘Ghost Boy’, she spins achingly magnificently misty melancholia, minimal shoegaze where her voice and acoustic guitar drift in a cloud of echo and the sparsest ripples of synth. ‘Buried Again’ is haunting, eerie, and Ekin sounds like a spirit floating through air.

The production leans toward the lo-fi but not to the detriment of the songs: quite the opposite, in fact. The songs are so sparse, so skeletal, as to be barely there, existing almost intangibly, often so nebulous as to lack obvious structure. ‘Agora’ is built loosely around an undulating back-and-forth chord repetition, while ‘Bulutlar Kuslar’ is overlaid with myriad incidentals as she skips breezily through its soft, open space. ‘Yo Feelings’ is so vague that it slips free of any constraints of order as it points the album into the cloud-flecked sky. As the last seconds of echo reverberate into the distance, there emerges a sense that Ekin Fil has transcended the realms of music and the earthbound domain to alchemise something that’s truly beyond.

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Ekin Fil – Maps

Posted: 16 July 2018 in Albums
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The Helen Scarsdale Agency – HMS048 – 17th August 2018

The pitch for Maps’ as ‘minor-key’ where ‘tear-stained notes of piano, organ, and guitar veer along elliptical orbits as a soft-whisper lilt of Ekin’s voice narrates more by emotive decree than by literary couplet’ is but a flavour.

The album is largely inspired by her first winter on an island in the Sea of Marmara, away from the hustle and bustle of Istanbul, Maps is a completive work that reflects on experiencing silence and isolation. It’s relatable, and as is so often the case, in the personal lies the universal.

Isolation is not necessarily geographic, and distance doesn’t need to be great (the Sea of Marmara lies within the greater metropolitan umbrella of Istanbul) to have an effect on the psyche. Distance also needn’t be geographic: there’s no distance more isolating than emotional distance. It’s immeasurable, impossible to quantify, but manifests as a relentless ache, a sense of emptiness that sits in the gut and echoes around the chamber of the chest cavity. Mere inches in physical terms count for nothing when there’s that separation, and it grows to a pulling desperation, a gap that can’t be bridged. So close, and yet so far… just out of reach. There’s no-one to turn to, nowhere to go. Because you’re alone. And there are no words. Maps charts a journey through inner space, its hesitant notes representing the hesitant steps into unknown territory, alone.

On Maps, there are no words: this is the language of sound which communicates the message in its entirety. The warm-tones and sparse arrangements define the atmosphere of Maps. Fuzzy-edged guitar notes hanging in rarefied air for an eternity allude to Fil’s delicate, understated approach. Her music is sparse yet warm, delicate yet rich.

It’s a remarkably quiet, soft, understated work. It isn’t that nothing happens, but that evens unfurl discreetly, subtly, solely, with a certain delicacy. Organ wheezes as feedback whines on ‘Away’, while on the majority of the compositions, it’s a soft, echo-soaked piano that provides the main focus for this hushed, sparse song sequence which drifts together to create a very natural flow.

Maps doesn’t offer a direct route from A to B. But it does remind that the map is not the territory, and that the geographical terrain is not the mental space.

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